A great TEACHER!!!!..... :(

Life is full of suprises n yet it still kept unfolding its magic on us.. Yesterday, i received shocking news on how bad was the condition of my math teacher, late Mr. Ang, which have been suffering of lung cancer n already metastasized to the liver n bone. as much as i known n learned, this condition is end stage of cancer n it is UNTREATABLE!!!! sad n sorrow start 2 fill me in.. now, just received news that he is GONE!! it caught me in a shock 4 a while before tears start dripping on its own. i started crying thinking that why must it be now... y must it when i am still studying... n y must it b4 i graduated.... as times creeps slowly, i began 2 flash few memories that always keep me in memory bout him. it was when he knows i was a teachers son, he was being good not to punish me n keep it from my mom... then, when he woke me up during a class of his, i finished his assignment n i fell asleep.. lastly, is the act that he n Mr Jacob didi during hari Guru, where he n Mr. Jacob dressed like a student n act it out perfectly.. it wa joyfull that time but as time flies, his illness get the best of him. i have seen cancer patients n how much they can last in this transition.. now, that he is with God, all his suffering has ended... Rest in peace Mr. Ang, u always b a dear 2 me n u changes me in a lot of ways....

we will miss u Mr. Ang.... Thanks again 4 everything.. :')

A new HOPE!!!! :D

Stress bole disebabkan oleh byk faktor dan antara faktor ini bole menyebabkan stres kita intensify 20x dari apa yang kita dapat.. hahahah.. as much as i can say, x byk di kalangan kita bole menghadapi stress sebegitu rupa tp sebagai timbal baliknya,kita bole cari jalan nak counter balik mana yang perlu. okla, back 2 main idea ikut title, a new hope refers 2 me as i, Mohamad Asyraf will be turning a new leaf of it. sebyk yang da aku tgk, semua x sedap mata memandang, yet lg berat hati dan minda aku nak pikul, sedih dan lara membuatkan aku mula ponteng apa yang x patut aku ponteng, buat ap yang x patut aku buat, n most important of all, aku secara x langsung mengecewakan family aku. atas nasihat teman serumah dan sahabat baik aku, aku pulang ke malaysia di mana, alhamdulillah, telah dimudahkan jalan untuk aku menghadapi apa yang akan aku tgk bila aku balik ke padang.. berbekalkan, doa, restu dan nasihat yang memberikan semangat aku, aku mula nampak apa yang patut aku jadi, dan apa yang patut aku lakukan... insyAllah dengan petunjuk yang aku dapat dan dengan harapan yang aku sandang, aku ingin berubah dan ingin menjadi seseorang yang lebih baik dari aku yang dulu.. ok.. itu je buat masa ni.. ciao!!!!!

the square root of three...

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three


The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine


For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic


I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality


When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three


As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer


We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands


Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed








As lame as it could be, this is one of the best poem that i ever heard..... :)

Friends Or Foe.....

As in my other post before, life is so damned bloody interesting... it is full of experience n it makes u strong... but before u r strong, the pain will come 1st n worst pain is backstabs. friends or foe, this is mainly wt is bothering me as, i am looking y things are not settling with me.. issues 2 begin, OSPEK, MSK, sinonim as miggu suai kenal between new stdents n old student, n 2 be exact, juniors n seniors, things was a bit clear on the selections on head of ospek, all the horror starts when i did not use the power rest in me well, n this cause things 2 stir among the immediate n old seniors. easy 4 people 2 say i am a 1 man standing against quite a no of seniors that a bit upset with the current issue. with it, i have been questioning myself, y am i elected 2 be the ydp, did i make the right decision 4 the selection of my MT's. as thigs continue 2 deteriorate, i planned 2 solve it in a manner that will satisfy everyone n i really mean EVERYONE. but in returned,  I AM BEING AN A*&^%$#@ for it. seriously, i am thinking 4of resigning, as much as it might be a small matter, but, the heat is just tooo damned intensed. add the flavour, i get to know, that i am the laughing stock of padang, n it is non other than my own friends, not all,but some. i share thig with them, but,shame is wat i get in return. i was wondering myself, but i am convinced, this is part of wat Allah task 4 me handle, and, ada yang mengatakan, 'Sesungguhnya, Dia tidak akan pernah menguji hamba-Nya lebih dari apa yang hamba-Nya mampu, sesungguhnya, Dia Maha Mengetahui'. this is wat i have prayed for, n Allah bless me with this task so that i will be always close to Him, n it will strenghten me 4 the harsh future 2 come. i take it as positive as i can because i believe, things happened 4 a reason. :)

RAYA!!!! memorable... :)

RAYA!!!!! the best time when all the family members, distant relatives n other meet up 2 catch up some stories, gossip and all. yet, it has been 5 years since my family ever have the excitement of gathering together. And Alhamdulillah, Praise be 2 Allah SWT, this year, He has grant my wish 2 c happiness in the eyes of my grandparents. i was soooo happy that we even have our family photo sessions as is has been sooo long that we have 1... Ya Allah, You have grant me all the wishes that i ever ask n Praise 2 You 4 all of it... Alhamdulillah.

here are some of the photo...

The Miracle of the Islams Month......

Once a year, Muslim calender of Hijrah will have 1 special month, a month where according 2 Al-Quran, all gates of Hell is closed, n All gatesof Heaven are opened. Month of repents where Allah SWT multiplies all the pahala that is done even as simple as sleeping in the afternoon 2 avoid any unnecessary activity that may coz us 2 do sin. 15 days have passed since Ramadhan start n yet, days will still passes by with full of warmth n calmness of the holy month. here in Padang, Muslims family especially will take the 1st day of Ramadhan by celebrating it with families regardless of works and activities. It has been 2 years since i studied at Padang n i was amazed on how strong the month of Ramadhan plays a role in bringing a very big families together unlike us in Malaysia which usually happens in the month of Syawal, month where Muslims has achieved victory. :) not 2 compare between both months n both countries but just as an example on how the months of Islams calendar affect the live of muslims, n at the end, this is the miracle of Islams Calender, Hijrah. :) Subahanallah how great the months that is bestowed 2 us by Allah SWT and His Messenger, Prophet Muhammad SAW. Syukran. :)

Waterfall Hunt!!!!!!

Ha3... da berjaya jugak aku join waterfall hunt. walaupun memenatkan dan bole sampai sesat sampai berjam2 dalam hutan belantara, namun, kepuasan yang dicapai itu amatlah memuaskn hati.. best sbb aku merasa jungle tracking yang bole kata bukan antara komitment aku dalam aktiviti yang aku minat. well, antara pluang n kesempatan ni yang aku amik sbgai experience... ok..... :)